I hate everything. Not one single person understands what I'm dealing with.
I'm done trying to figure this out. I'm done trying to reconcile with someone who will never care about me as much as I care(d) about them.
I'm sick of the lies and the bull that everyone seems to be feeding me. It's honestly pathetic how many people I have here for me. Of course I'm going to look at myself for why this is the case, who wouldnt? I need everyone to stop pointing out the good things in me and start telling my why I continue to fail at everything and anything. I'm sick of people acting so fake and pretending they care when they only ask how I'm doing to make conversation.
The feelings I have don't matter, the problems I'm dealing with don't matter, and neither does the emptiness I'm feeling. I'm not sure why it has taken me this long to realize that.
Regardless of any of this, none of you actually care about me or this situation, you're all just curious.
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