It's been almost a month since my last post. I could use the excuse that I have been drowning in school work, which is definitely true, as an excuse for not writing, but honestly I don't have the motivation anymore; which is ironic considering I'm writing right now...
Things are neither bad nor good, things are different. Don't get me wrong, I'm definitely still struggling and completely broken but since a baby step has been taken, I've grown more patient. I'm not okay with it, rather I'm going along with it. I'm not sure where I'm supposed to go or even what I'm supposed to do. Yet, I know it needs to be something because I'm sick of doing this. I'm sick of being the girl who is so lost that no one can help her any longer. The one who fails at every single thing in her life, and the one who needed someone to make her into somebody because before she was a nobody. The funny thing is, that I can prove it because well, look at me now.
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