There's so many questions that are left unanswered. And believe me if I knew the answers I would tell you but I don't. I don't know anything anymore and it's beginning to become frustrating, heck it's been frustrating since June. You probably have no idea what I'm even talking about and neither does he which is somewhat okay. There's just going to have to be a point somewhere down the road when you tell me what's going on or when I'll have to act like the bad guy and confront you. There's definitely a bigger probability that you'll have to go first.
Because I'm scared.
of rejection,
humiliation,
embarrassment,
and for our friendship.
I realize things take time but how long is too long? or long enough? I've honestly come to the conclusion that i have no idea anymore. It's that simple; I don't know.
So I'll stay here, depressed, annoyed, and waiting.
That's what I hate the most, waiting around for you. And you probably know I always am.
wish you were reading this.
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