Prove it.

I'm trying. I really am. I promise I'm not gonna pretend like this was something when you're not even acknowledging me anymore. Probably simple because you don't care anymore, which at this point, is fine.

I'm tired of trying when you're not gonna put any effort in. I just wish we could switch places so you could see how much it sucks to be in my position right now in our situation. I used to find it funny because I was mad. I can honestly say I'm not mad, I'm confused, stressed, and confused again. You have made this into something it's clearly not. I realize your heart has been broken before and I respect that because I've been there.

I highly doubt that you know whats been said to me. It's 4 simple words that mean a lot. "you're not good enough." imagine having that said to your face. And let me tell you it's not the best feeling.
But you don't have to know that, if you show me you care maybe I'll share it. But I can't be the girl you're gonna come back to when you come home . It's too late for that.

Maybe if you show that you care, like I thought you did, I would be feeling different. And it sucks to know that you don't even know how I feel and how much it kills me, how much I'm hurting and how much it's eating me alive.

You care about me? Prove it.