scared and afraid, so sue me.

I'm trying to figure out why I can't come out and straight up ask you. Of course I'm afraid but I would think that after 6 months of talking I would at least ask. That's because my confidence was shattered when I tried. And it sucks, because you've continued on and made me believe this was something it's not. Or maybe it is. I can't tell anymore.

Of course I want to know but I know you're not going to give me that unless I ask.

I have one group of people telling me to move on. It's not that simple.

And the other half telling me to flat out ask you, keep talking, or hint at it.

Honestly I don't know what to do, my brain isn't saying anything and my heart is a little beat up at this point so sue me if I don't know what to do.

That's why I'll ask all of you, what do I do.