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I wish I could go back and do things differently. I would know the right things to say, I would know the right things to do, and I would try my best to make you laugh more. I feel like I'm on a boat slowly drifting out to sea. Even though, I have a paddle, it's like I forgot how to use it- so I keep drifting. And all I want to do is close my eyes until I'm back to shore and things are okay again. I would try to argue less and have some confidence in myself. I would be slower to speak and smile more. I wouldn't give up so easily or hide my emotions when I was upset. As I'm sailing out to sea I feel my emotions slowly slipping away from me and disappearing into the sky as I stare up at the clouds. Although there isn't a storm brewing at this second, I see rain clouds all around me. But I don't care because even though I'm trapped in a vast, dark ocean... I feel free.